She has spent so much time trying to understand the world around her.
Now she is in this strange place where she is left alone with her thoughts most of the time. There are a lot of them. They have told her she’s in a safe place now. They all wear white in this place. The man who comes to talk to her is very nice. She is learning that she can trust him. She listens to his words and his ideas. Nearly all of his ideas are about her. She’s been told she’s making progress. She likes it when they talk about the weather. She likes talking about the weather because it is a safe thing and it is always there. She listens carefully so that what he says makes sense. She finds it very hard, but she is trying. She wants to understand. Sometimes they show her pictures, but she prefers talking. The man who visits her has a nice voice. She likes listening to him. When she is alone, she gets confused by so many different emotions.
She wants to understand herself… she is trying.